Jaslyn Natasha

Date: Wednesday, October 19, 2011 @ 2:59 PM

Heard from my mom and uncle that Thailand is having natural disaster, flood. The flood is heading towards Bangkok and I'll be going on 17th ~ 24th November. #prayforThailand

Anyway, these few weeks Ive been attending church regularly which is a good thing! I wanna draw closer to God even though most of my prayers have not been answered by God yet but I'll not lose Faith in Him. Unfortunately, last night my grandma had some disputes with my mom and uncle. Honestly, I am very disappointed with my grandma after I heard some nasty pasts about her.

Come to think of it, what I had been through wasn't the worst yet. Though I've to admit I don't have a father. I don't know how he looks like all I know is, he is a Japanese. Then my mom divorced with my brother's father, leading a life single parent's life. It's not easy when my mom has to feed 2 kids. She worked like ants, morning & night. I told myself I MUST be independent. Eventually, I did. From the age of 9 to 15, I suffered like hell. Finally, God shines some light into my life. I find life a bit meaningful somehow.

For those who know me, knew how much I had gone through. So, I hate it when people said "she is so pampered" oh really ? Come, step into my life we shall see how long you can tolerate. You don't know me so STFU.

What I have today, I pretty much deserve it. Your life is nothing compare to mine. Well, like I said mine is not the worst yet but it's something not many of you will experience it.

But I'm really fortunate to have a God father who loves me like his own biological daughter.

I'm facing a lot of difficult situations now but will work hard to achieve it and meanwhile I'll also keep on praying and never lose faith in God. Even if I've to wait for 40 years. There's a saying : "good things are worth waiting for"

Anyway, T.O.P is sizzling hot.